I have very little dicipline, sometimes almost none at all. Strangely enough "disipline is one of my trigger words. We all have trigger words. Words that jerk our emotions around. Disipline and Compromise are two that come to my mind immediately. My defination of disipline is "Do things my way or it is going to involve pain, probably physical but perhaps just emotional", Compromise "Do things my way or ditto ditto ditto. It may be that I have been disciplined and comprised way to much, way to young. I am aware that there must be some positive meanings to these words, I just can't think of any right now. Well maybe self disipline, but then I never got to experiment much with that concept, there were enough people who wanted/needed to do that for me, for my own good of course. Whoa, I knew I shouldn't have written tonight. Gratitude..........I need some. I am grateful for the Granddaughter of My Soul. Get well soon please. Your Grandma needs you.
December 28th, 2010.........11:38p.m. I am going to sleep this mood off..........
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