There is about 40 minutes left in today and I realize that I forgot to write what I am thankfull for. There are so many things. I am gratefull for Harold and the care he shows for me. For his home and my own small room. I realize that I like small bedrooms, I don't think I would sleep well in a really large bedroom, there seems to be someting intimate in a small room, possibly it is just a return to the womb thing, but for whatever reason my little room here is important to me. I have a single bed, a dresser and a night stand, with books on the bed, the dresser, the night table and a couple of bags of books on the floor. I seem to have a fear of not having reading material. I have noticed that I will not go to sleep after a finishing a book, no matter how late or how tired I am, I will start a new book, even a few pages then turn out the light and sleep. I sleep very well here, as I do at daughters home. I feel safe and cared for. That is what we all need and look for I think. I am also gratefull to Norm who opens up this meeting every Friday night, on the occasional Friday night that he is away the meeting seems to miss him, it just isn't the same somehow. So thank you Norm. O.K. now I can sign out for today. Talk again tomorrow.
Friday November 26th, 2010...........11:42p.m.
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