I am going to attempt to write twice a day. That way I will get two different vantages points, as I seem to feel different at mid day than I do in the evening. This post will become available to anyone who wants to know what goes through the mind and soul of this 70 something woman. Because I want to release secrets that have been stored for over 60 years, in some cases longer, I think I should begin by being as honest as possible. I will let you know me. I will start with my age. I was born on November 7th, 1938 in Hamilton, Ontario. I was moved to Port Colborne when I was 4years old and I remained there until I was 19 years old, I believe that my life was never easy but always interesting. At the risk of sounding, sounding what, conceited doesn't sound right, perhaps I will think of an appropriate word, I have always found myself an interesting subject. As many secrets as I have kept about myself I am usually aware of the reality of being me. I can't see this blog being done in any chronolgical order and I intend to to just spill whatever is bothering or making me happy at this time, whatever I am feeling or thinking because after all this endeavour is first and foremost for me. I am not in the habit of doing things for myself, or if I am I am not aware of that part of me. I do know that I seldom see myself as others see me, I think that is true of most of us and perhaps we would happier if we saw ourselves as others see us, but probably not; I would constantly be trying to change myself so that you would see me in a better way. That is all for now. Be back this evening.
3:32p.m. Tuesday November 23rd, 2010.
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