That is how I have been feeling the last few days. I don't like this feeling, I guess no one does. I feel uncertain about my footing. I place each foot carefully in front of me, aware of my uncertainty. A feeling like vertigo every time I move. I don't want to talk, I worry the words might out wrong, get mixed up and rearranged in their delivery. I think maybe I can drive safely to Paisley but not Port Elgin. I may be o.k. for 15 minutes but not for an hour. My face feels kind of numb, I am not sure about my expression. I kind of shiver, put on a sweater, within minutes I am too warm, remover the sweater. I am to tired to stand. I lay down, but almost immediately get back up. I am full of fear, doubt and free floating anxieties. I am afraid that I may shatter. I can't tell you in words so I write it here.
Afternoon Thoughts And Feelings
Friday, Spetember 9th, 2011............2:00p.m.
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